the weekly josher

As I embark on this journey of becoming the best mommy blogger on the internet, I have some strange feelings. Maybe its because I am not a “mommy” and I never will be. Maybe its because I think whoever clicks this link is going to judge me for starting a blog to express my interests and explore my passions for things. Those feelings will come and go. Those feelings are mostly anxiety, a little bit of lack of self confidence, both things are struggles of mine to be completely transparent. Although, to those who know me, I don’t need to hide that.

I wanted to create this space because I felt like it. Im not entirely sure what I wanted to do with it or what direction I will eventually take it in, but what’s most important to me is that I DID it. The little guy sitting on my left shoulder, where I seem to keep having tension, was quiet as a mouse. He didn’t tell me not to do it and I thank him for that.

So here I am. Sitting in the crack of my couch (which I love so much and will write about now that I think about it) with my laptop thinking of what I should write about. I have had a few thoughts over the last 24 hours. Coffee seems to be something I have a severe interest in. I should write about that. Music too, I like music… lots of it and all different kinds. I think I could share some cool music I like. Knock knock jokes??? Maybe not that one.

Who knows… and who cares. I hope by reading this blog and the posts to come, I can spark an interest in someone else and if not, EFF YOU!!! (Kidding). Im really kidding. This is all for fun, if you get something out of it, cool, i’m glad! If it’s not for you, I hope you have something in your life that brings you joy and you keep doing that until your very last day on earth. – Josh